Jack is much more attached to me. Everything that is "mommy". He's a Mama's boy, for sure, which I love. So while he was sick I realized that he was mostly throwing up my breastmilk and keeping other things down fine. That was the sign, and Jeff pretty much made it a reality. I'm a little depressed about it b/c I have these boobs that are larger than most and full of milk, just wondering where the baby all of a sudden went... They hurst some, too. More than that though, is the sad fact that I'll never see my baby Jack nurse from me again.
He just grew up too damn fast.
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I had "breastfeeding withdrawl" when I stopped 2 weeks ago. It really is a bittersweet process. I will miss the bonding... and the boobs!
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